scratch that penland idea. fuck. even if im awarded the full time work study scholarship, i gotta pay fucking $3500 dollars.
this is a point in time when i wish i was a trust fund baby. goddammmn.
can’t a girl just get into a study intensive ceramics program?!
just kidding i can tend to that roaring fire and i will have my own wheel here at home with the help of my partner in crime/ awesome friend/roommate. and we’ll make all the things here at home. boooooyah.
i didnt get into my wheelthrowing class and im addicted to clay and making clay things and now im drowning my sorrows in a bottle of wine because whyyyy do i even exist if i cant fulfill my passion as it rages like a fire inside of me?!?!?
dramatic, yes, but these are real feels.
ssoooooo i bought a one way ticket to hawaii and i have no plans for when i get therrrreee. and then by the time i know it, it’ll be time to come back tha mainland and submerge myself back into the world of claaaay and ceramics <3 <3
what is this life?!?
and how did it get
GOING TO THE CERAMICS LAB FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MONTHS, GONNA ESSPLODE AND LATHER MYSELF IN CLAYYYYY.